Do you know what it’s like to have everything stolen from you? Your biggest crush Relationship with your sibling(s) Relationship with your parents Your best friend
After all that, you use the remaining strength you have to keep your head up and move on. Then things continue to fall apart faster than they pick up and the past comes back to repeat itself. You start losing motivation and become pessimistic. You start to think hard about the stuff in the past that went wrong, harder than you should and can’t help but think depressing thoughts. You try your best to fix things and take the necessary steps to turn everything around. Still nothing gets any easier other than some stress is temporarily lifted off your shoulders. You start to become desperate for solutions. You start to find people who you think will be good for you but you fall into their trap. As if people really try to find a good person and purposely fuck them over… It’s just my luck.
At this point it’s do what you gotta do.