DESPYTE

Damnit, take me home, shoot me in the head. Let this fucking day end already.

Ok… so this has happened to me a few times. Where I’ll randomly have a dream about some girl I know, friend or something a little more. The dream usually consists of me and her kissing or more and when I wake up I get these feelings for that girl that stick around for a while.

Well I just had one of those dreams with this girl from years ago. She was the first one to tear my heart out. It took me a year to get over her before she apologized for what she did. I ended up “getting over” her but she’s always been in the back of my mind. Since then, we’ve been cool. We talk and hang out, mostly with a group of friends. Well I had one of those dreams about her last night, and those feelings have come back. I texted her this morning and told her she was in my dream. She goes “Haha what happened?”. So I told her a brief version of what I remember. Maybe a bad idea, but who knows.

Deep down, I feel like this is a sign…?

In my own thoughts right now. Mostly thinking fuck you …

oundychau:

I’m watching Say Yes to The Dress, and I wish I had a father to walk me down the isle some day ):

Who says your husbands Dad can’t be that person. Family is family.

don’t respect themselves. The ones whisked being treated like shit, the ones who like guys who don’t care about them.

Hello Fremont.

I cannot tell you how excited I am for the future. I’m so ready to completely turn my focus to school, work and CrossFit. I’m ready to start my life without the worries of my Sister to deal with. I’m ready to start sketching handstyles and murals again. I’ve got my shit on track, rid all the fools out of my life, ready to bring new people in.

100% on my own & I’m fuckin ecstatic about it. Hell yeah baby!

Good start. Ratatat and a Green Machine Naked smoothie to kick off the early morning again. :]